A message sent by an employee of a mobile Internet company to his wife made me sad

Dear Wife:

Are you still angry with me? I had a big fight with you at home yesterday, and you cried on the bed, but I just said, "I have something to do at the company, I'm leaving first." I didn't do anything to comfort you or apologize to you, because the company's projects are getting better recently and there is work!

Now, I am working in a company 20 kilometers away from my home in Shijingshan. After working overtime at night and eating instant noodles and pickles, I am still worried about you, so I sent you a WeChat message during my break. Firstly, I want to apologize to you, and secondly, I want to tell you something from my heart and tell you why I couldn’t bear it yesterday.

Wife, you blamed me for drinking yesterday, but you usually warned me not to drink when I was driving, and I accepted it happily. But do you know? Recently, a product was launched, but major channels did not provide space for it and the company's promotion budget was limited. In order to accompany clients and make them happy, I often ate and drank until late at night. Another reason was that drinking helped me fall asleep as quickly as possible, because sometimes I couldn't sleep when I thought about settlement, advance payment, and bad debts.

Wife, please don't think I dress in a rustic way and don't like to dress neatly. Do you remember our wedding photos? I was also wearing a suit and looked handsome. However, we have to live our lives. Working in the mobile Internet industry, overtime is common, and it is also common to squeeze into the subway to meet four or five clients every day, so sneakers, T-shirts and a computer bag are the most convenient, and white shirts are only worn on formal occasions.

Wife, actually I think about you and our girl every moment.

I hadn't returned home at 2 a.m. last Friday, and you were suspicious of me, but you didn't know that it was because the company's APP had to be launched the next day. After testing the final version, I rushed back, actually just to get home in time to see you and our baby.

Wife, every time I tell you that I am very tired, I actually want to hear you say "pay more attention to rest", but you always say that sitting in the office and playing with mobile phones every day is not tiring. Relaxing is too luxurious for us. We sit in front of the computer every day to look at various product data reports, and play with mobile phones every day to test the user experience of the company's APP. The most terrifying thing is the sudden offline of the channel. We are just a combination of programmers and sales. In fact, sometimes I really want to get sick, because only when I get sick and have to get an IV drip can I rest. I really want to relax and have a good sleep.

Wife, please stop nagging me. I have to contact dozens of clients a day and remember countless channels. I really don’t want to remember some household chores anymore. You just have to take on more responsibilities.

Wife, please stop telling me that there are many men who are better than me. In recent years, competition in the mobile Internet industry has become increasingly fierce, and product iterations have become increasingly faster, but I have been working hard and negotiating cooperation everywhere. Sometimes I may not even have time to eat, and all I eat is instant noodles and pickles. I don’t know how many packs of cigarettes I smoke a day. I’m so annoyed.

Wife, let me tell you something. Next time before you quarrel with me, can you please look at my heavy eye circles and tired eyes, and hold my hands which seem strong but are actually forbearing.

Wife, please don’t complain next time when I take a rest at home, because I regard home as the only harbor where I can relax. I miss you and home.

Wife, finally I want to say that it’s hard for you to follow me, and I often can’t be with you, but I will do my best to make sure you have enough food and clothing, and also let our children prove themselves and no longer have to work in my line of work.

Salute to the man who works hard for his family, children and life!

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